I cant feel the excitement of graduating... it seems so bare.... i mean, just living with the same things..
the finals don't even seem to be near. its going to be on Monday but its as if it will take a long time to come...
I dunno...perhaps I'm just somehow still adjusting....
i was used to a hectic rumble when the exams is nearing especially for the finals...all those projects to do and tasks to accomplish....GOlly!!!! I really became so used to those stuff....
its ok.....this adjustment wont stay for long..have to adjust to a new community this coming school year.... a new journey to take,,,, cant believe college na ako!!!
but i've got a problem here....

ok...id been passing in different entrance exams in great universities... but each has a defect.....not on the university....defect on me....
let's take it one by one, shall we?
I wanna take BS Accountancy then take Law after....
thats the prob....elaborate? here we go.....
ADMU
://: i was shocked when I found out I passed the ACET. I really did that in a rush!!! not much atention given to the test pa...tapos, much to my surprise, I got in!!!!!
wow!!! sbi nga ng iba, if I was able to make na hindi pa inaayos ang lahat, pano pa kaya if I did my very on that.... siguro I'll go a long way....(dreaming)
I thot all the rest passed lalo na ung nasa star class ng school ko now. if I, an ordinary student to them, can do it, how much more cla...pero, know wat? I found out na hindi nmn pala lht cla passed..
I believed so much in them.... kaya un...somehow it built my self-esteem..hehehe..
ADMU is great but I wanna take BS Acc and it just so happens na ADMU does not offer that program. LEGAL MANAGEMENT na lang ang kinuha ko dun.... aus lng.... at least I can still continue to LAW pero it won't be the same..
UST
://: i passed... it's not quite a shock though. and pumasa man ako or not, it really doesn't matter. My stepfather don't want that school.. he quites reads the diploma of that school as...
This certifies that _________ was able to pay all due accounts thus enabled to graduate.
he doesn't belive in them that much. and UST really aint that prestigious in that field... more on medical stuff cla and thats one field not on my top list.
there's more.......next time...there are people waiting for me here
okie....continuation....
listen up ppl for those who wanna know....
UPCAT
://: passed? yeah! i did... but not in the campus and course i want...
look at it this way....
my first choice of campus is UP DILIMAN....courses: BS Accountancy and COMSCI
2nd choice is UP LOS BANOS... courses: BS COMSCI and forgot the other one....
i passed sa UPLB COMSCI....but i don't like it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ayoko ng comsci..... diliman nmn tlga gusto ko....and bsides, walang management programs sa UPLB na gusto ko..........sobrang limited ng courses offered. sabihin na nating quota course young napasahan ko.....pero ayoko tlga nun.... i wanna take BSA and have law after 4 years or so....
tpos ayan!!!!!
my mom was a graduate of UPLB and i want to be in UP even when i was a child.... dream ko na magstudy na school na yun.
meron pa pla...
ADNU
://: in case you guys don't know that's ateneo de naga university....
well, passed ako dun...syempre...they offer BSA but their standards are going down. sbi ng stepdad ko, the prestige they have before in that field is not the same as of now. Hindi na tlga gnun ka ideal ang school for that field of study. and besides, ayoko tlga dito coz I don't want to see much of the old peeps... i know na kung ndi USI(Universidad de santa isabel), ADNU cla papasok....(past ko yan and really really great pain).... and yang dalwang schools na yan are just a block away!!!!!!!!! i don't want to go back to those painful days...
isa pa, i wanna reach what my mom did and i don't think i can do much here.... wanna explore a new life....
sbi ng mom ko, ADNU na lang daw ako, then just go to manila sa law....hellar!!!!!! sabi nga ng friend ko before, "ang dami mong pinasahan.baka mamaya nyan, dito ko rin lang sa Naga." oh my!!! great frustration ko!!!!!!!! really! nakakafrustrate nmang isipin na naabot mo na ang limits ng mga prestigious schools of the country tpos i'll just settle dito.....huhuhu....
excerpt na yan ng problems ko....what do you guys think i should do? hirap ng life ko....i really need to make a decision now! everytime na umuuwi ako, they always bring out the topic.. have to accept na malapit na ang graduation so have to make up my mind....
thats' why I'm askin you guys for help!!!!!!!!!!!! pls!!!!!!!!!!
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