Nothin' much of importance today...

it started with the same swimming lessons which started sice Wednesday..(Naku!!! umitim ako lalo!! And gosh! my skin really not in good condition...)

anyway, laptop on the desk in the living room listening to a few sentimental music and stuff...heheh.....(did i mention I have colds?)

the phone rang....

I thought it was just one ordinary business phone call....not for me.
so I just continued going through my files....

nobody answered the phone so the machine got the call---
di nmn ako yung nakarinig....
i ignored it since la nmang tumawag sakin for a long time na rin...
my brother just called out na friends of mine were on the phone...

nsa house daw nina Veve....
so, tumawag ako sa bahay nina Veve.

Shiggy and Veve were there. so, sila yung tumawag...

anyways, it was a cool chat! i mean, sa tagal ba namang di kmi nagusap-usap...

Veve sang me songs....nagkwento c Shiggy.....those simple nothing which really makes one's day.

Tpos, pinaiyak ako ni Shiggy.....
she asked me to open up to her yung tampuhan-sort nmin ni Jelyn...so there...
i started telling her.
Aalis na nga lang ako ganun pa---so, thoughts came into my mind kaya yun bigla akong napaiyak...

Veve tried to cheer me up by singing songs na nakakatuwa.....commemorating our hangouts...

kaya yun...ok na rin...

hope i can come to naga and be with them...
and sana i'll be able to clear probs...just before i leave...

ayoko nmn mahiwalay sa kanila for somewhat 5 months na may gulo pa...


hirap talaga maging tao!!!

THE CALLING is one of my fave bands.... i mean, they do make great songs...even the beats are cool...

thats one reason for putting this here.....one song I really really appreciate in this very moment...

another reason is, hehehe....i just don't have much time to write one. i make long journals so, since I aint got that much time, i cant make one well...hehehe....

nwy, just a fave corner

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OUR LIVES
The Calling

Is it love tonight
When everyone's dreaming
Of a better life
In this world
Divided by fear
We've gotta believe that
There's a reason we're here
Yeah, there's a reason we're here

CHORUS:
'Cause these are the days worth livin'
These are the years we're given
And these are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives

See the truth all around
Our faith can be broken
And our hands can be bound
But open our hearts and fill up the emptiness
With nothing to stop us
Is it not worth the risk?
Yeah, is it not worth the risk?

'Cause these are the days worth livin'
These are the years we're given
And these are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives
Even if hope was shattered
I know it wouldn't matter
'Cause these are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives

We can't go on
Thinking it's wrong
To speak our minds
I've gotta let out what's inside

Is it love tonight
When everyone's dreaming
Can we get it right?
Yeah, well can we get it right?

'Cause these are the days worth livin'
These are the years we're given
And these are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives
Even if hope was shattered
I know it wouldn't matter
These are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives

it's ironic that though we've known someone almost all our lives, we still can't spell out everything about that person..
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I saw my childhood friend yesterday...Arrianne Musico...
well, I just realized some things that happened between the two of us...

Our parents have been friends...even nung buhay pa ang father ko...
we've been classmates mula pa kindergraten...schoolmates from grade 2-4, tpos since grade 5-3rd yr high, classmates...
hay! tagal din yun....

yeah! we were friends then pero indi tlga as in knowing each other well....friends ---- as in talks and smiles and play....children-stuff...

she was right when she told me in her letter last year nang aalis na ako na we've known each other for a very long time pero it's not until the time we've been COLT aspirants that we really became close....
oo....mas marami nang tampuhan and hangouts pero d nwwla yun fun pagmagkasama....

and nung nagtransfer na ako ng skul, pagumuuwi ako, siya yung isa sa tatlong tao na laging kong pinupuntahan....just to commemorate the past tapos para makakuha n rin ng balita about the place, the peeps I left....

now, we are friends.....pero at least, mas closer than when we were in our elemtary years...friends in a mature sense somehow...

last March 23, 2004, Graduation nila...a year ago, I swore na on that day pupunta ako sa grad nila to have everyone see yung isang tao na dapat nandun sa harapan by that time, who really deserves the highest rank.....
pero dahil nga sa d ako pinalabas ng bhay that morning, pumunta na lng ako sa kanila that afternoon para magcelebrate ng kanilang MOMENT OF FREEDOM ....sya yung nakasama ko maglibot sa mga bahay bahay ng mga taong matagal ko n ring nakasama....nakikikain and stuff....

pero, it really was that night na sobra akong naging at-ease na kasama siya....
when I saw the sisters by the balcony ng Convent, umiyak ako bigla....xa yung nagastang mother ko that time.....naramdaman ko na ndi na ako nagiisa pagkasama ko sila like it was before....there was an Arrianne Musico na nandun para sakin...somehow, khit napaiyak ako dun....the thought that she was there for me, made me feel better....

it had been a year na halos di ko alam mga nangyayari sa buhay nya...pero whenever we meet each other, parang ok lng....just the same old days....parang isang gabi lng yung dumaan and many things occured during the night na ikkwento nmin sa isa't-isa....

pero d maubos-ubos ang kwento nmin.....there's always something to talk ab out---something new....about our lives and the things around us.....

pero khit ganun, we still don't completely know each other...amidst the fact na we've been together almost all our lives....

basta, what remains true is I'm glad that this lady is a part of my life....

her family and mine.....will remain friends pa rin.....kahit sa time na kami na mismo ang may mga sariling mapilya....

How Did You Know
Chiqui Pineda


I remember so well
The day that you came into my life
You asked for my name
You had the most beautiful smile


My life started to change
I'd wake up each day feeling alright
With you right by my side
Makes me feel things will work out just fine


CHORUS
How did you know
I needed someone like you in my life
That there's an empty space in my heart
You came at the right time in my life

I'll never forget
How you brought the sun to shine in my life
And took all the worried and fears that I had
I guess what I'm really trying to say
It's not everyday that someone like you comes my way
No words can express how much I love you


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it's not really because of the ALL MY LIFE movie that I posted this song....
I really felt heavenly when I heard this song....
I've heard it before pero I didn't know what the song was then and I hardly knew the lyrics...so ngaun na I got the lyrics of it, I'm trying to have it at heart....
it really is a good song...there lies a story in its verses and a feeling that really is magical....

haha...hope u guys like it too...