I think I'm just about to have the busiest week!!

actually, it's not that hard...

the only problem i have is one long test this coming thursday...
f it was any other subject, it'd be ok....
but it's for 'P-H-Y-S-I-C-S!!!
Ms. Morales --- guys, f ur taking up physics as ur natsci, make sure she's not ur teacher! whew! I've somehow lost my love for physics since I entered her class....whew! good thing things r just doing fine already....but still..........................eeeeeeee!!!!!

another thing to worry about ----
people from Bicol keep reminding me of the fiesta celebration!!
grrrrr...i'm trying to forget I'm gonna miss it...but people just keep reminding me!!!
huhuhuhu....
i wanna go back home....but i can't....
and one part of me really doesn't one me too...
i don't know why...........
still scared of the same stupid things i think...
haha!

got lots of things running in my head....grrrrr!!!
hope i can get over these....i just hope i can!!

i'm feeling....

stupid

sick

terrible

--------------------------

i just don't feel so well.....

2:18 am in my clock

i need to go to sleep
i need to study
got loads more to do

something in my head throbs
my eyes are tired

------------------------
someone / some people
are in my thoughts again

both wonderful and terrible memories
keep coming to me.
i don't know if i want it to stop or continue...
wanna rest...but i can't

since the last week of july (i think), I always looked forward to FRIDAYS....

prayer session!!!

when i first heard of it, i thought it was just one of those useless crap....all about faith thing...

but it's in this session that i've found some of the greatest people...

a "breather" as some calls it.

it's all about ending your week full of miserable days and restless nights ...with a few people to talk to....and feeling the warmth of what surrounds you....

just two sessions to go and no more prayer sessions every fridays.......just now, i know i'll miss it...with all the people in it...

everything seems to have passed so fast.....
last Friday, i was planning to study...kaso, ndi nangyari...kc kchat ko c aaron and my brother Mico till 10pm...
pina2log p ako ni aaron ng maaga...so ndi tlga ako nakapagaral!hehe

Sat:
i attended the recollection...ok lng..gumaan ang pakiramdam ko...
problem is, it only lasted on that day!!
hehe...
cguro, d ko p tlga kaya...hirap kc e...

Sun:
nakachat ko c Shiggy from 4:30-9:00...
msya kc nabuhos ko yung sma ng loob ko khit papano..
damn! i miss having her at my side...yung tipong may napagsasabihan ako lagi...
well, i guess that's why we lose people...to realize we've been dependent on them so much...
hehe...emotional comfort...
pero ok n nmn......

i told her about "not breathing for about a day or so..." yung tipong wala n tlga akong mararamdaman in that span of time...
hhhaay!
i feel like i'm killing myself....
but being able to talk to her, everything ended well...
there's still more to my life than these tiring crap that fill my thoughts!!
haha
stupid me....
but remembering i have shiggy,...
i felt relieved....

d ako n2log dt nyt....
nakakapagtaka nga kc d nmn ako inaantok even after d day ended.
heheheh

Mon:
nag misscol ako s mga tao....
then i thot i'd call jelyn...just to say good morning
hehe..ang babaw!
tpos un...it was 7am...i thot may pasok cla...wala pa pla!!!
so there...i was d one who woke her up..hehe
well, i called her that night again...
as i expected, mabigat sa loob na makinig....
tpos iba n rin kc....
things do change
she did....
at least, thats how i see it...
i feel like i lost something important to me...

but hey! who knows...perhaps she really didn't change...
perhaps i just see that dominant part of her now...
hehe...

Tues:
Had my test in physics at 730!!!hehehe
knna lng yan
i was so relieved when i left the room...haha!
wala lng...
physics nmn kc yung first reason why i wasn't able to come home...
because of that long test!!!hehe...
kaya un,... i trued to study...
sana lng mataas yung grade.
as usual, ang gulo n nmn kc ng questions..hehe

well, almost two nights na ako walang 2log na maaus..........

i nid to SLEEP!!!
heheheh